E=MC^2

I am having a hard time this week. I just have some weird energy that I need to displace. I believe very much in energy. I can read other people's energy and I can also tell when my energy is a bit off. I think I'm just anxious about the future. I don't really know what I'll be doing this fall as far as work goes and with all this talk about the economy and unemployment I can't help but to think about what life would be like if I were in that 8%. I have a family to take care of. 

Recently I realized as the "head of the household" (if we need to name it) I tend to take on a lot of responsibility and obligations. Most times they are responsibilities and obligations that I've created for myself, nonetheless they still evoke stress. Sometimes I wonder if we have made the best decision for us with the upcoming move. Should I really be leaving a job without another one lined up, should we pack up and move 900+ miles away not really knowing what's going to happen? I think about these things for a while and then I remember that we're young, in love, and we want to explore. This is a great time to do it. We don't have any kids yet, we're not really into our career yet (I wonder if I'll ever be and that's ok with me), it just makes sense. I think people are probably wondering why I decided to leave with Danielle since her internship is only a year, but I couldn't imagine it any other way. I don't want to live apart and I think it's time for us to get out of Ames and spread our wings.

I'm going to keep exploring this energy and see what happens.